51th post!

Over 50 posts! Hooray!
That is a big deal. I am excited for keeping a blog without deleting it from the third post. Perhaps, this little cyber space made me realise some stuff through my own writing and recollection.
It is Christmas. In a few days , the thought of the new year will be making us get all of our hopes up and make new years resolutions about love, our careers and relationships. I think I know what I am going to wish for this year. I hope you do too. I wish you a jolly merry christmas with all my heart. Enjoy while it lasts!

Wishes

Two days ago was my name-day. It is a tradition here in Greece, to celebrate the dedicated day to the saint you were named after. Mine is anastasia. The thing though that made my day interesting was a wish that my best friend wrote for me: " do not worry, love will come to you.."

But I couldn't help but wonder; if love had already knocked my door once, is now my turn to go after it? If love came to all people, then why so many of them are miserable? Is it because of bad choices, bad judgement or fear?
As I've said, my writing is my thoughts, and my thoughts are my feelings, thus wouldn't that make my posts about love my answers to my questions?
Probably it would.
Probably it is.
I have been beating around the bush for so long about some serious matters that have been affecting my life for these past 3 months. And the answer was here all along. I just needed a person to remind me that when you think about someone all the time; when you create possible senarios about what could happen if this or that occured, then you should fight to make things right, or at least try. Because if someone is worth your thought, they definately worth your love and time. Love would be easier this way, wouldn't it ?
Probably it would.
Probably, it is..

Nicky's Birthday

I am almost wasted. but I really had to post this one.

I had a blast. Yesterday, were my best friend's birthday, and we went out to celebrate :)
We opened a champagne, i actually drunk the half of it, but it was all worth it. Nicky, i really love you. xoxo

me & catherine

me, catherine & nicky

Must be fate

Have you ever wondered what other people from different places around the world are doing ? If someone runs or drives right now ? Whether someone cheats or someone cries? Or whether someone is doing the exact same thing as you do ? I know I have.

The difference that we share as individuals is what makes the world go around; is what makes everyday life interesting. But with all these different places, timings and feelings of those actions, how we fall in love ?
They say that you fall for someone if the time, the place and your mood are ideal and right. So, how come this happens? Even a rarity, it does happen. But the thing is that even if you overcome those obstacles, how can you be sure that from all these million of people you have met the one for you? I guess, then along comes faith, and.. fate. Paulo Coehlo once wrote that when you die your soul is divided in two and in some point in your next life, you get the chance to meet the other half of your soul. Can we be that lucky among so many people ? And if there is a slight possibility that we are, how can we know that they are the other half ? They say we feel it deep in our hearts, but can it be that easy? If it was, the whole world could have been saved from so much love drama. Then how we know ? I supose it is when you lose that significant other. When you are alone again; when you are in the place where you were; all by yourself. Then is when you can evaluate and understand if you had something special, something precious, or something common. Trust me, I should know by now..

Elsewhere

I love the time and in between

The calm inside me

In this space where I can breathe

I believe there is a distance I have wandered

To touch upon the years

Reaching out and reaching in

Holding out holding in

I believe

This is heaven to no one else but me

And I'll defend it long as I can be left here to linger in silence

If I chose to would you try to understand

Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free

The mold that clings like desperation

Oh mother don't you see I've got

To live my life the way I feel is right for me,

Say it's not right for you

But it's right for me

I believe

This is heaven to no one else but me

And I'll defend it long as I can be left here to linger in silence

If I chose to would you try to understand

Green monsters

What is going on?
This period of time is all about red ribbons, snow, and green trees.. with envy?

Literally, people are getting crazy. Why can't you trust anyone around you anymore? I cannot help but wonder why most people are so self centered and they become revengeful when they see something good happening to someone else? Or even when something good happens to them. In this jolly and loving spirit, the feelings are everything else except from kidness and thoughtfulness these days. It is just a gigantic contradiction.

I have always believed that people are born as a whole and continue to be without any changes. We don't need best friends to rely on and comfort ourselves about everything or acquire a lover to makes feel complete. Even though it is said that people are social beings, they have never specified how social they can be. We are all believing that people in the name of friendship and their best friends, will sacrifice almost everything, but we couldn't be more wrong. Today's youth has learned to think about itself only; to think about ways that will make them successfull even if they have to hurt the others. As the years are going by, the goals of life are changing; once, people were wishing for world peace, health and good realiable friends. Now, they are only wishing for wealth, a good future, a killer job, and to be shown the way of how to stand out; of how to show that they deserve more than they are getting. We all know how this is called:

GREED

People will try to tear you down, trying to use you in a any way if they think you are someone who still wishes for what people used to wish back then.

Thus, I strongly believe that everyone in his/ her resolutions, should list to become a better person. That's the first step for a better world. You can change the surroudings every single day, you can take the trash out of the can, but you can never take out of some people the greed and the rancor, unless they want to.

So want it.

Breaking up

we are not breaking up with people,
but with the idea that our brain had created for them before we got to know them better.
why when we meet someone, we lose all of our realism and become idealists ?
why we all seek for so many things combined in just one person ?
why we want the 'perfect', even though we known that it simply cannot exist ?

Karla's Closet

A 19-year-old girl with tons of inspiration is the owner of one of the biggest upcoming hot blogspots in the internet and she is just sharing her passion.

Her name is Karla and through her blog she shows us pictures, videos, and so much more that concern fashion and clothes. She lives in California, United States and she almost daily, posts pictures wearing amazing outfits with a big great smile. Harla was on Dance Revolution with a group called Slumber Party Girls while back, when she was sixteen years old, but now she aspires to own her clothing business. She has been using Blogger since April 2008 and after just a few months with her originality and talent, has already earned a place in mosts blogspot users' hearts. Karla is more down-to-earth than anyone would excpect after seeing her blog. She always responds to any question given, and never hesitates to just share with others her own point of view and her own aesthetics.

For more on Karla and her blog, visit: http://karlascloset.blogspot.com/

credit (pictures) : karla's closet blogspot

Dead end

The past was ruined for a reason.
Sometimes because of an obvious one, some others for an unknown one.
But the thing that is given, is that you should never dig back to it.
It always leads to a dead end.