Thursday, October 22, 2009

Chase my light

Can i have you?
I wish I've done better than what you wanted
But please know that Im yours to keep
I'm almost lost in my dreams
and hope that you'll consider to let me make it up.
Your the myth I've always believed in
Give me the chance to make it real
You may not had me at hello
But I'm mising you so much
Come to me, stay with me so the sun can rise for the both of us
I know that I broke your heart
But I'm not playing you anymore
It's too much pain to store
in my messed up head and treared up heart
I'll never go back to who I was
Look at me. I'm not the girl I used to be.
And I'm even better with you by my side.
Let no of my mistakes do us part
If only all these weren't a lie

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Long time, no write!

It's been so long since I typed in this wide box..I feel like I have nothing to write..The feeling of unfamiliarity has taken the place of the comfort and ease I used to feel around here..
Well, since March a lot things have happened.
I am now a senior in high school..not that fun though. It is heavy work and I could really use more than 24 hours during the day. That's why my posts have dramatically stopped.
My personal life, according to current family matters is on the verge of being a total disfunction.
Past loves have been an issue these past couple of months, but configured into nothing.

Selfishness is the hyena of the soul, emotions and definately destructs the finer art of heartwork.

 

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