Only yours

It is devastating to re-live a same situtation as before, same dialogs, same feelings, with a person you had in high esteem. There it was. In a hovered moment, where you revived that experience with an individual that you never dreamt you would. It is heart breaking. Destructive and of course surprising.

As it appears, you have always been and will be, whole..just by yourself alone. You don't need anyone's help or anyone's support to keep going on. Once you put your feet on the ground, the world and your life, are yours. Yours to epxerience. Only yours. All people come and go. Even family. We don't live in the old times when family was the most sacred thing on earth. Everything has changed. From now on, it is you. Your power is your imagination, and your will to differ from everything you've lived and seen. Don't follow anyone's rules or anyone's path. A person is whole just by themselves. You aquire no one to fulfil you, no one to help decide, no one to tell you what to do. Do your own piece and do not let anyone affect you with their own beliefs.