Dwelling on Memory Lane

It's Sunday night and I can't stop thinking about the past.

I keep wondering if i have made the right choices and decisions. The thing is that are these feelings coming up the surface cause they are real or it's just a nostalgic mood that casts it's spells on anyone every now and then (?)

As time goes by, I have realised that I dont deal with any of my inner problems. I just hide them well very deep in the closet named ' soul and heart ' and I keep going on no matter what. Is it because every connection I have made with anyone isn't as deep as I think or am I so terrified to actually feel love and pain (?)

People may find new techniques for making cars and computers, new information about space, but they will never understand the sanctuaries of the heart; the abyss of the soul.